Persistence in Difficulty

Rev. Noah Carter • October 15, 2022

Our parable today is customarily called the Parable of the Persistent Widow. However, there’s another character in the story: the Unjust Judge. It is out of the ordinary for Luke to give us the motivation that Jesus has for teaching with a certain parable. However, this parable has a particular motive and Luke says it is to teach “the necessity for them to pray always without becoming weary.”


It is interesting to note that the Greek word that Luke uses and we have translated in our Lectionary as "weary" is engkakēo. Other English translations of Scripture sometimes translate this as "disappointed" or "to lose heart." But the root of this word is en plus kakos, which literally means “in” [the midst of] “evil.” In reality, Christ is teaching his disciples to pray and persevere while surrounded by evil. It is easy in a bad situation to lose heart, to want to give up, or to become despondent. But Our Lord teaches them to persist in their carrying out of his commands.


In order to understand the mystery of a good God who allows us to suffer, a good theological treatment that is also easy to read is C.S. Lewis’ The Problem of Pain. You can find it in print and online. There are eBook and audio book versions, both in free and paid versions. However much we understand intellectually the mystery of suffering, it something altogether different to experience. Surrounded by suffering and evil, what must we choose to do? How will we engage in what is difficult?


I would like to share with you some wisdom from St. Alphonsus Ligouri, the "moral" doctor of the Church. A healthy practice of detachment is absolutely necessary to persistence in the face of suffering. St. Alphonsus gives four areas of detachment. First, in external matters we must avoid any expression against God’s will. In rain, draught, storm, or cold, we should not utter disgust or complain. Second, in personal matters we must be resigned to God’s will. Whether our reputation is injured or we lack for our personal needs, our prayer must reflect Job’s: “Do thou build up or tear down according to your will, O Lord.” Thirdly, in natural defect we must not lament who God has created. Each person is unique and unrepeatable. If one was of lesser stature, it could be that he could not sustain the heavy burdens of life. If one was more beautiful, it could be that he would deal more difficultly in temptations against chastity. If one had more wealth, it could be that he would be tempted toward miserliness. Fourthly, in physical ailment embrace the cross for the degree and length of said infirmity. This does not mean that we should not seek medical remedy. However, any suffering beyond what can be alleviated, we should embrace as reparation for sin. Also in ailment, St. Alphonsus says that we must not plan and think about the things we would do if we were not sick.


Wise advice from a Doctor of the Church to help us persevere and not become weary.

Pastor's Ponderings

God in Hiding

By Noah Carter • April 18, 2026
We reflect this weekend on Christ's appearance to two of his disciples as they journey from Jerusalem to the town of Emmaus. They do not recognize him until he celebrates the Eucharist in their home. And then he disappears from their midst. One of the most iconic Eucharistic hymns of the Roman Catholic Church is St. Thomas Aquinas' "Adoro Te Devote." I have given a translation below from the famous English poet Gerard Manley Hopkins, hoping that it can serve as a subject for your personal prayer.  Adoro Te Devote by Saint Thomas Aquinas (Translated by Gerard Manley Hopkins) Godhead here in hiding, whom I do adore, Masked by these bare shadows, shape and nothing more, See, Lord, at Thy service low lies here a heart Lost, all lost in wonder at the God thou art. Seeing, touching, tasting are in thee deceived: How says trusty hearing? that shall be believed; What God’s Son has told me, take for truth I do; Truth Himself speaks truly or there’s nothing true. On the cross Thy godhead made no sign to men, Here Thy very manhood steals from human ken: Both are my confession, both are my belief, And I pray the prayer of the dying thief. I am not like Thomas, wounds I cannot see, But can plainly call thee Lord and God as he; Let me to a deeper faith daily nearer move, Daily make me harder hope and dearer love. O thou our reminder of Christ crucified, Living Bread, the life of us for whom he died, Lend this life to me then: feed and feast my mind, There be thou the sweetness man was meant to find. Bring the tender tale true of the Pelican; Bathe me, Jesu Lord, in what Thy bosom ran Blood whereof a single drop has power to win All the world forgiveness of its world of sin. Jesu, whom I look at shrouded here below, I beseech thee send me what I thirst for so, Some day to gaze on thee face to face in light And be blest for ever with Thy glory’s sight. Amen.

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Ove and Joan of Arc

By Rev. Noah Carter • September 3, 2023
A particularly good novel that I finished earlier in the year is A Man Called Ove , by Swedish author Fredrik Backman. First released in 2012 in Swedish, it hit the market in English just a year later and was on the NYT Best Seller list for over 10 months. Ove is a 59-year-old man who is wrestling with sadness and loneliness after having lost his wife Sonja. His neighbors and the townsfolk see him as a crotchety old man with a disdain for others. He has difficulty dealing with others as he is all caught up in his fond memories of his wife and recollections of their life together. Throughout the tale, I enjoyed the author’s keen insights into the human psyche, especially how sadness and loss can cripple one’s ability to form new relationships and darken one’s view on life around them. As the story unfolds, Ove is confronted with new situations, neighbors, and experiences that allow him to come out of his isolation and find meaning in community as a sort-of new family. It is truly a heartwarming read. If I read it again, it would be during winter by a fire with a cup of tea; that now seems the best setting. Warning: the book contains material revolving around depression and suicidal ideation. I came across an interesting read in May — interesting because I found the book per chance at a book giveaway, did not have much hope for it, and ended up content upon finishing it. I am usually disappointed in modern retellings of the lives of the saints, especially when so many modern non-Catholic authors try to debunk the supernatural or discredit the Catholic Church in the way they re-tell the story. I was quite happy with Kathryn Harrison’s Joan of Arc: A Life Transfigured . Born in the 15 th Century, Joan of Arc led her fellow Frenchmen into battle against England. She claims that angelic voices led her to do so. Captured during the siege of Compiègne, she was put on trial by the English ecclesiastical authorities. After a trial verdict of guilty that was posthumously overturned, she was burned at the stake at age 19 for blasphemy, heresy, and following demonic visions. Much legend surrounds her life, especially fantastical accounts of her prowess in battle. Harrison attempts (successfully, in my opinion) to entertainingly tell Joan’s story devoid of unhistorical details that lack evidence. Her sources include Scripture, historical accounts, and the trial records kept during Joan’s prosecution. While I do not agree with all of Harrison’s portrayals and conclusions, the book as a whole is a very unique look at the life of the Maiden of Orléans.

The Thanatos Syndrome

By Rev. Noah Carter • August 27, 2023
In preparation for a faculty in-service at Bishop McGuinness Catholic High School, I reread this summer C.S. Lewis’ The Great Divorce . The title pays homage to William Blake’s poem The Marriage of Heaven and Hell. In Lewis’ short story (less than 150 pages), we follow the narrator on a bus ride to a fantastical place along with many grumpy passengers. When they disembark, they are revealed to be ghosts. There are a number of descriptions that seek to pin down the precise meaning of Lewis’ allegory. I have always described it as souls from hell are given one day at the doors of paradise, but must confront someone they knew in life who is now in heaven. The dialogue is fast-paced and makes the reader reflect about their own actions, responses, and priority of loves in their own life, but weighed against the love they have for heaven. In terms of southern, Catholic authors, Flannery O’Connor and Walker Percy are two of my favorites. Walker Percy (1916-1990) lived most of his life in Louisiana and was an Oblate of St. Benedict. He was trained as a physician but, after contracting tuberculosis, dedicated his life to philosophy and writing. This summer, I read Percy’s last novel The Thanatos Syndrome , published in 1987. It is a sequel to Love in the Ruins . It is set in the not-too-distant future in a town where residents are experiencing “off” behaviors. It follows a psychiatrist and lapsed Catholic who returns to his hometown and begins observing strange behaviors in the residents, including his wife with whom he is no longer in love. He feels compelled with the assistance of his cousin to figure out what the root cause is. One element that I enjoy in Percy’s novels is that there is always a fallen priest character that is secondary to the main plot. In The Thanatos Syndrome , the local parish priest has been replaced because he has given up the ministry and run off to live in a wildfire watch tower in a nearby National Forest. The interchanges between the psychiatrist and priest are comical, enlightening, and quite on the nose about fallen human nature. Altogether, the novel moves briskly in its plot as it introduces a number of poignant themes: the fallen hero; a world gone crazy; science’s role in the devaluing of human dignity; and the inability of society to function without a shared language and shared moral values. As a caveat, let me be clear, this is not a novel for young ones as there are some adult themes present.